Bill & I had known each other for several years through college but were now on our own and discovering life. We'd actually started spending more time together following college and we had become pretty close friends. I had often thought of what it would be like to have sex with Bill but he was unaware of that part of me and I really didn't want to risk our friendship. I had only had sex with a guy once before and, even though he had initiated it, he just never seemed to be into it so I was curious what real passionate sex with another guy would be like.

One night as we were sitting around my place watching TV, Bill, looking a little uncomfortable, asked me "What do you think of gays?". Oh man I thought, this could be my chance. I hesitated, took a big breath, and said, "Bill, if someone as good looking as you came up to me and said 'let's get naked', I'd have our clothes off in no time". Silence. Deafening silence. Even though it was just seconds, it seemed like hours before Bill slowly turned to me, looked me straight in the eyes and said, "well then, let's get naked". Well, I didn't go straight for his clothes but I did grab the back of his head, pulled him close and stuck my tonge down his throat. He responded with equal passion.

Our hands were all over each other. Finally, we broke our lip lock and I stood up, reached out and took his hand and pulled him up in front of me. As we both stared into each others eyes, I slowly unbottoned his shirt and slid it off his shoulders. Bill worked outdoors and his body showed it. He was well tanned and muscular. Just a bit shorter than me but definitely in better shape. Bill then returned the favor and slid my shirt over my head. Our lips came together again and as we explored each others torsos. He slid down and started sucking on my nipples. First one and then the other. I thought I was gonna loose it right then and there.

He slowly lowered himself to his knees. As he began unbuckling my belt and then unsnapping my jeans I thought my rock hard dick was going to bust the zipper before he got to it. All the time he was staring up into my eyes. I couldn't believe this was happening. He pulled my jeans and my shorts down at the same time. My prick popped out like a sword flying at it's victim. Bill grabbed it with one hand and began licking it like a popsicle. Finally he took it into his mouth. I was in ecstasy. To weak to stand anymore I fell to the sofa. Bill hung on to me for all he was worth, working my cock in and out of his mouth. Reluctantly I came to my senses and realized I was not giving Bill the attention he needed and was lavishing on me. I pulled his head up and once again our lips came together and our tongues intertwined. I then began undoing his jeans as he stood before me. As I slid his jeans down his legs, he stepped out of the and we were both, finally, totally naked. It was my most intimate wet dream come true.

I reached out for Bill's thick dick and had it in my mouth before you could say "jack-me-off". Bill let out a moan that told me this is exactly what he wanted. After working on his cock for a few minutes, we layed on the floor and started sucking each other at the same time. I thought I was going to die it was so unbelievably wonderful. But there was something else I wanted before the night was over. I got up and rushed into the bathroom returning with a bottle of baby oil. The only lubricant I could find. I poured some on his cock and rubbed it around good while I told him, "I want to feel your pole up my ass." He just smiled that fucking sexy smile of his and said "my pleasure". He grabbed the bottle of oil and started applying it to my ass, both inside and out. As he began to mount me, all I could say was "be gentle, that's virgin territory". He slowly worked the head of his dick in.

It hurt like hell but I wanted it all just as bad. He slowly began going deeper and deeper. Finally, the pain eased up and I pushed back into him, forcing his dick all the way. He let out a howl and just held it there for the longest time. I screamed at him to fuck me, fuck me hard and he began to fuck me for all he was worth. At the same time he had reached around and grabbed ahold of my dick and was working it back and forth. Both of us were sweating like hogs. Our breathing increased until we were both panting like crazy until he yelled, "I'm gonna come" and then let loose so much I could feel it. Once he was done, he pulled out, rolled me over and took my aching prick into his mouth. It wasn't more than a minute before I let loose of my load into his mouth. I pulled him up and we kissed again, sharing the load he had taken into his mouth.

We fell asleep there on the floor and when we woke up, we decided we could both stand to take a shower so that's were we headed.

I wish I could say this story was true but the only true part is what I'm about to write. When Bill asked me that all important question that night over 25 years ago, I froze, I stumbled, and I ended up saying something lame like "I don't know" and then quickly changed the subject. Later, after putting all the pieces together, I have no doubt about the intent of his question but I was too chicken to ever go back and revisit it with him. We both eventually got married and I lost contact with Bill years ago. I often think of him and what should-a-been, could-a-been.