I was comfortable with him. I trusted he doesn't have AIDS or any other diseases, and we'd talked about man on man love. However, I wouldn't let anything happen sexually between us. He joked that I would like it. I said no. He said he bets I get hard thinking about him. I said I don't, and I challenged him by saying if I ever got hard with him, I'd let him fuck me. I guess I didn't think it would ever happpen.

He's got this great gym in his house. Mirrors on the walls so you can watch yourself exercise. Lots of weight machines. You know, the ones where you stand and reach up and pull down on the bar to exercise. You can adjust the weights. The bar has straps that attach to your wrists for a better grip. You have to get somebody else to attach and deattach them because you can't do it yourself. Once you're attached, you can't remove them yourself. So we decide to work out (this is weeks after my challange to him). We don't have shirts, just sweatpants. He attaches me to the machine. I suspect nothing. He increases the weights until I can not pull it down anymore but can do pullups. I can do pullups without holding on to the bar since I'm strapped on. I may feel a bit of apprehension since I can't release myself and am restrained with almost no clothes on.

But I don't think about that. We're just working out. He reduces the weight so I can pull it down and work out. As I'm working out, he admires my chest muscles, stroking my chest with his fingertips. I try to stop him, but there's not much I can do since my arms are restrained above me (unless I'm pulling down on heavy weights). I turn away from him, but he just reaches around from behind me, strokes my chest, and breathes on my neck. I become aware of 'changes' in my body, and vaguely remember that I said that if I became hard, I'd let him fuck me. The changes occuring in my body scare and excite me. I move as best I can to avoid his touch, and not let his hips get close to mine.

He of course notices my rising erection and erratic breathing. He mentions it. I deny it. He admires me and has his face very close to mine, our lips almost touching. He gentle, barely, kisses my cheek, shoulder, neck, and moves close to my lips while gentle caressing my chest with his fingertips. I turn away, getting very excited, but being in complete denial as to what is happening. He keeps challenging me about my hard-on. I now remember fully the challange I made, and deny completely that I'm getting hard. I ask him to release the straps.

This goes on a little longer, and after I again deny I'm hard, he says, "Let's see", and slowly, oh so sexually, pulls down my sweatpants. There I am. Hard and stiff with that pre-cum honey drop glistening on the head of my cock.

I try to face away from him so he can't see me directly or in the mirror as he admires my naked body, continues gently kissing my shoulder, nape of my neck, and barely caressing my underarms and chest. I keep my naked butt away from his hips. Then he says, "This seems unfair that you're the only one naked", and slowly removes his pants so he's naked too. I'm facing away from him but watch him in the mirror. He's got a great cock, very hard and beautifully shaped. He reminds me I said if I got hard with him I'd let him fuck me.

He continues trying to kiss my lips, settling for my check, neck, and shoulder since I keep turning away from him. I try to keep my naked butt away from his nakedness, but every once in awhile I feel his full erection brush against my buns. After a bit he says, "I notice ever since I removed my pants, you haven't removed you eyes from my cock". And it's true. Ever since he exposed his big, beautifully shaped cock, I've stared at it in the mirror without pause, my eyes wide with anticipation not yet accepted by my mind.

I continue in my denial and insist he release the straps and let me go. He insists I said he could fuck me if I got hard with him. Finally, my mind's denial weakens, and allows my body to kiss him on the lips. Closed lips. Gentle. Just the flesh of our lips pressing together. My body arched to avoid touching his naked hips. He caresses my neck, cheek, armpits, chest. Lips parting. Just a little moisture. A little more. Harder kisses. Lips parting just a bit more to reveal wetness. Tongue behind the lips. Hips a little closer (and here is where inconsistencies come into my fantasy. Clearly, in my excitement, I'm ready to come immediately, but don't. In my fantasy, I don't come until after hours of sexual play).

He caresses my buns and gets behind me. I feel his hard cock in between my buns, his hands on my hip bones. I squeeze my buns and hold his cock tightly as he kisses my ears and whispers how he's going to take me. He fingers my ass lips (I failed to mention he and I talked about enemas for man love. By enemaing repeatedly on the toilet, and then again in the shower, men can be absolute clean, inside and out. No shit anywhere. Somehow, even though I never thought I was going to let him fuck me, I'd done this. So had he. We were both absolutely clean.).

He slowly inserts his finger past my ass lips and slowly, deeper into my ass mouth. My mind still wants to deny his penetration, but my hungry body pulls his finger into my ass. He removes his finger, and to show how clean I am, sucks his finger. I kiss him deeply and take his finger and suck it also. I'm that clean.

He says he's going to fuck me in this position, but if I want, he'll unstrap me and let me fuck in bed with him now - but I must promise to let him strap me up again so he can fuck me strapped up. I promise to let him strap me up again to fuck me, but yes, I'll let him fuck me in bed now if he unstraps me. I'm still thinking in my mind that maybe I can get out of this if I get unstrapped.

He unstraps me. I slowly explore his body with my released hands, his face, his chest, his back, his butt, all the while kissing him deeply and pulling him tightly to me. I can't bring myself to touch his cock with my hands yet.

He leads me to his bed. We get in and fully embrace, kissing fully and deeply, our legs and arms wrapping around each other while our hard cocks press tightly together. He moves down and kisses my neck, my chest, my stomach. Finally, he kisses my cock and takes my cock into his mouth and sucks me (again the inconsistency; I should come at this point, but don't).

After fully exploring my cock, balls, perineum, and ass lips with his lips, tongue, and mouth, he comes back up and kisses me fully on my mouth. The taste of my cock and man parts on his breath is exquisite. I go down on him. His taste and the feel of his man flesh on my face, lips, mouth, and tongue is the most wonderful experience I've ever had.

I come back up and kiss him fully. He more aggressively explores my ass, inner thighs, balls from behind, and my ass lips with his hands. He keeps spreading my ass and moving his leg on top and behind me. He keeps moving to mount me, but I keep twisting to kiss him frontally and grab his cock with my hands to keep his cock away from my ass.

He keeps pursuing, and finally mounts me from behind, his arms tightly around me to keep me from twisting, his naked legs spreading my naked legs farther apart. He pushes his cock hard into my ass crack, but at a flat angle so his shaft is pressing against my ass lips (I guess we've applied some kind of lubricant at this point). He slides his cock shaft down my ass lips until his cock head is hard against my ass lips, and stays there. I feel the heat of his cock head. I feel his pre-cum making my ass lips slippery. I feel the smooth, hard, torpedo shape of his cock head. I relax and kiss his cock head with my ass lips. My ass lips open just a little to take in the tip of his cock head. He flexes a bit to open my ass lips to his maleness just a little more. I hold his cock head firmly in my ass lips while he strokes my body.

He withdraws and my body reflexively moves to regain the pressure of his cock head against my ass lips. He complies and allows me to again kiss his cock head with my ass lips. My ass lips kiss his manhood a little more deeply this time, feeling the torpedo shape open my ass more. We move together in a motion that allows my ass lips to repeatedly kiss his cock head, a little deeper each time, my ass a little more open each time. My lips open enough to feel the rim of his cock head slip past my ass lips, his cock head now in my ass mouth. My ass is now open enough to take him all the way in. My ass mouth can taste the sweetness of his pre-cum honey, just like I tasted it with my tongue (here's where my fantasy varies; Does he come in the shallows of my ass mouth? Do I come at this intense new experience, and my extreme orgasm contractions pull him all the way in so that when I'm done coming he's fully penetrated me? Do we continue playing like this for hours, even reversing positions? Does he fully take me, and then we stay practically motionless so I feel the fullness of his maleness deeply up my ass for hours without coming? The variations are endless.).

Anyway, he eventually takes me fully. I feel his pubic hairs against the base of my spine. His balls and mine become one sack hanging together. I reach with my hand and feel his balls, my balls together. I finger my asshole feeling my ass lips tightly holding the base of his long, thick cock shaft. He comes hard. I feel his huge hot load shoot deep into my ass. I come in great quantities. He catches my cum with his hands and eats it off his hands. I eat it off his hands also and deeply kiss and lick his cum smeared mouth (can two men kiss while deeply coupled?). We relax. I feel his great cock slowly soften, eventually being squeezed out of my ass. He wrap our arms and legs around each other while his huge load of cum, deep in my ass, is absorbed by my body, causing me to become very, very intoxicated. We drop into a deep sleep, only to awaken hours later to fuck wildly again, only this time, I'm experienced in the ways of man love!