My name is Jim and I’m in college, my friend, Mike is my roommate. This guy is so hot, lots of chicks dig on him, even guys. His hair was too blond that his friends called him Golden sunshine. But I don’t feel anything about him, everytime his muscular body naked under the shower with his round ass and big dick in school’s locker room, I Just looked at them without any expression or whishing to touch them. Maybe I don’t care about him or I haven’t found my true love.

I was looking for a job, Mike already found one, what a lucky guy, sometimes I felt jealous because everything‘s just easy for him, well, just because he’s hot.

One day I went to a supermarket near my house to by some fruit. I saw a hot guy who was setting fruit on the cases. He was so hot, his face was handsome and hot like fire, but his eyes were sexy and cool like water, and his hair was spiky up. I can see his firm arms and muscles were risings through his T-shirt. His chests are even bigger than Mike. I suddenly felt so excited, this feeling never got into me before. My heart was beating so fast that I thought it’s gonna jump out of my chest. I tried to get closer and closer, and I knocked down a potato on the floor. That hot guy noticed it and bent down to pick it up. I was trying to pick it up too, as quickly as I can. At the same time our hands touched the darn potato, they touched each other, too. I was

I didn’t know what to do but seemed like our hands stuck together like glue. But he pulled his hand back and said “excuse me” and took it. I did what he did and we both stood up at the same time so our heads bumped into each other.

“I’m so sorry”, I said

“It’s okay, don’t worry about that”. Said the cute guy” My name is Ben, what’s your name?” He gave me a sweetest and most beautiful grin ever.

“Jim, you can call me Jimmy” I said, and e shook hands together, once more I felt so nervous when I touched his hand, his skin was soft that I felt comfortable and my hand just didn’t want to let go.

And we went on and asked each other some simple questions.” I’m looking for a new job”. I said, “Oh, really, you can work with me, the fruit section needs a new worker.” said Ben. So I agreed and talked to him some more and took off to talk to the manager. I would start my job next week.

That night I just couldn’t sleep. Jim’s face was floating inside my head. I remembered every detail, from his hottest face that can burn down ice, and coolest eyes that make my dick began to swell. I started to think about him as in a naked body. I imagined his big dick is getting bigger and bigger and his roundest ass rubs against my face.

Mike hasn’t come home yet, so I started to jack off. I began to jerk my dick; I knew Mike would come home soon so I thrust my manhood as fast as I can, plus I sucked my finger, too, and I imagined that I was sucking on Ben’ big dick. I began to moan and breath as I knew I was about to cum. Stream s and streams of milk squirted all over my chest. I stopped stroking it and scooped some of my juice into my mouth, and now that Ben’s cum is in my throat. Suddenly I felt lonely, that was my imagination, any way. Now I wished Ben could be here, and we can have sex and cum into each other’s mouth. I heard the door opened and I quickly pulled my blanket over and pretended to sleep.

The next morning was Sunday, I, Mike went down to play football. We stopped by Jack’s room. Jack was our teammate, he was a great soccer player, his legs were huge and he was wearing a very short pair of pants. I can see a big budge in front of him but I didn’t care about that. Otherwise, I found Mike looked at it with his unblinking eyes. We went out to the football field next to our hostel to meet other guys. Mike was standing next to Jack, when the game began; they ran next to each other. Seemed like they always tried to pass the ball to each other and never get their eyes off their asses. And some times they crush and collapse on each other.

On Monday, after school, I went home, took a bath and off to work; I didn’t forget to put on some perfume. When I arrived, Ben was waiting for me to show me the way to the storeroom behind the shop. My duty was to get fruit and set them on the cases like Ben. The whole day was great; Ben showed me everything to do. It was fun and I was happy to work near my man. Sometimes I asked him for the prize of something and found myself leaned as close as I could. Then I was caught staring at him a long time,” what” He asked, I said’ Nothing!” and turned away, Ben Gave me a doubted look and returned to his work. I often looked at his ass from a corner; I concentrated at it like I can see it through his pants and underwear.

On one Saturday morning, I woke up late because of the damn alarm. I got dressed sleepily and quickly ran out to the bus stop. Mike had a car but he always droved it to work before I got up. When I got on the bus, people looked at me like I was an alien, but I ignored them. Ben was already in the bathroom, so I started setting banana up. When Ben returned, his face was wet with water; he looked more handsome than ever. I also saw his back was damp with sweat, I couldn’t tell what he was doing in the bathroom. His dick was bigger than usual, and that made my dick began to swell up. Ben turned a round and suddenly he looked straight at me then looked down at where I felt funny. His eyes were attracted and paid all attention at my dick, his face was lightening up and eager a little bit but he tried to hide it.

“Looks like you just flip your banana, huh?” I was so dumb to realize what banana he meant. I turned away quickly and closed my zipper. Now I understood why people look at me like that. I was to tired this morning to know my fly was opened. I was so embarrassed to look at Ben that day, he just laughed like a mocking bird. But I can’t help to forget the way his eyes looked at me, the expression on his face till I got home. I wondered if he was gay, too.

Ben and I worked happily together. Sometimes we went out and talk. I bought him a birthday cake and a watch. He seemed to be pleased and said it was adorable. I began to love him, I wished I could speak out the truth but I can’t. And as U counted everyday, I’ve been working here more than 2 months.

One day before Thanksgiving Day, Ben said one thing that I felt so disappointed. He has told me that his family was a far way back from Louisiana. He came here to live with his uncle. Tomorrow morning he’ll return there to celebrate it with his family. I thought that was okay but he also said maybe he won’t return again, he’ll find a new job there and attend his local college.

I felt as sad as I could be. Now the man who‘s in my dream will go away. I was afraid that I won’t see his face light up again everytime he saw me. And I was scared he‘ll always be on my mind. After the working time, we went outside and he talked to me the last time. Rain began to fall, I shivered, Ben’s lips and cheeks were redder and he looked as cute and handsome as he could be.

“I wish you luck and happy.” I whisper.

“Is there anything else?” He asked a gain, with the gentlest voice I’ve ever heard. “Well…, I…I…”I said nervously, I was shaking like a tree ready to fall down, my throat went dried. Why my words can’t come out, there’s no more time to waste...

…My cellphone rang, it was Mike, and he said I need to come home quick. I hanged off and turned to see Ben blue eyes looked deep into my eyes and my soul. My heart hit my chest and it was hurt badly. Reluctantly, my mouth shouted out, but it was not shouting, my words cracked and sounded like a mouse squeaking, I held my breath “Ben, I … love you!...” I whispered loud enough to let his heart hear it…. Then my heart stopped beating... I looked at Ben, his cool blue eyes wide opened, looked at me blankly, his jaw dropped. Then the next thing I knew I was running away as fast as I can and didn’t look back. I hoped to hear Ben called me back but he didn’t…

When I got home, still breathing heavily and shivering of the rain, Mike stood near the table, crossing his arms and making his chests bigger. “I thought there were some stupid robbers broke into our house, but turns out you forget to lock the door“, he said.

“I’m sorry” I said, still breathing like a tiger

“What happen? Were ghosts chasing you?”

“No, I just, uh, ran for the rain. “I lied, “Very funny”, he frowned and walked into his room. I got into my room and laid on my bed, thinking. Now I have said those words, I couldn’t tell Ben accepted them or not, if only he‘s gay, but thanks to Mike, anyway. I slept without getting dress; I was too tired to know that.
Next morning I woke up and found my eyes were wet with my tears. I was crying the whole night while I slept but didn’t realize it. I helped myself out of bed; my whole body was ached and seemed to fall apart. I felt empty and suffered. I knew Ben‘s on his way to join his happy family. I went to school and I can’t concentrate on anything. I bet my test‘ll get a big red “pencil” on it. Then I went to work. The supermarket is so empty today without Ben. I felt so lonely without him; I got nobody to talk to, and nobody to look at. Sometimes I dropped something and forgot to pick it up. I end up getting blame by the darn manager. I quietly looked at the corner where Ben usually stood and imagined he was still there.

I arrived home at 9:00; the house was empty as well. Mike won’t come home till 11:00. I went to bed without eating anything. I laid in bed thinking about anything that related to Ben, his face was on the wall looked at me and smiled his cutest smile. Then I had a dream, or I can call it a nightmare, Mike and I were lying on bed naked and kissing each other, our dicks touched and rubbed each other, I was moaning so loud in pleasure that the whole world can hear me. He kissed every part of my body but suddenly stopped right at my public bush. He stood up and looked at me. He said”You are so disgusting, you know!” and his cool eyes turned to fire. He walked a way without saying anything. I tried to go after him but the blanket was like a roped a tied me back down the bed. I screamed “Ben, please come back, I miss you…” but seemed like he didn’t care at all.

“Jim, Jim, wake up, what happen?” I opened my eyes and saw Mike was standing next to my bed. My whole body shook, my throat was sore. Then Mike said” I was in the bathroom and was about to dry my body but I heard you screaming and I ran in here and now I see this”. I looked down my whole body was naked and sweaty. I tried to cover my dick with my hands, the blanket and my clothes were on the floor.

. “You were masturbating, huh?” said Jim, his body was wet and shined like oil, he wore a pretty small towel around his waist and pulled it down a little bit to reveal his public hair. This was the first time I took a closest look to Mike; I can say he’s kinda beautiful. Then he pulled his towel and let it drop down. Now his entire body was shown. His dick was big, it was 8 inches, I can tell; it was standing up and throbbing eagerly to expose his two big balls like marbles. I held my breath, this was the first time I felt something from him. Since Ben has gone, he’s the only one who can share everything. Mike stepped closer to me; he sat down next to me and used his hand to take my hands away from my dick. Now, it’s getting bigger and bigger….

“Damn, you got a big gun, Jimmy” he said with his mouth watering. Suddenly I felt a strength that came from nowhere rushing through my body. I tried to forget Ben for a while. I sat up, pulled Mike strongly close to me and kiss him mouthful. Our tongues licked each other, Mike put his tongue deep into my throat, and then he spat in my mouth and bit my tongue gently. While his hand run up and down my chest and jerking my dick, and so did my hand.

“Now, baby, I want you to eat my dick” he stood up on my bed and poked his big long dick into my mouth. I can taste his meat and feel it sliding slowly into my mouth until my nose touched his public hair. I took a smell and began to suck Mikes’ banana. He was groaning in joy, His hands put behind my head and pull it in and out like he was fucking my mouth. Then Mike took his dick out and I licked all of his precum. They taste just like mine, salty and sweet. My wet tongue licked around the round head then lick up and down the shaft. I bit it gently and moved down to his nutsacks and swallow them in to my mouth, while my hand thrust the shaft, and the other hand fingered his asshole, I push my three fingers in as deep as they can go. Mike’s balls began to shiver and his ass tightened around my fingers, he whimpered fast I knew he just can’t take it anymore so I pulled my mouth out immediately. But he shot a few load into my mouth. I took it all and licked the head clean; I tried not to waste a drop.

“Yeah baby, that was so fucking good, Jimmy, you are the best cocksucker that I’ve experience with, now I want this big fucking cock goes up to your fucking ass”, Mike kissed me hard again and turned me around. He pulled my ass up high in the air; he lowered his head and began to lick my asshole. His wet tongue went up and down my crack. Those made me feel so good. I was freaking out and moaning loud, my hands jerked my dick eagerly, Now Mike’s tongue went in my ass so deep and I Knew he won’t stop. He licked and licked until my asshole was wet enough for him to get in. Mike spat in his palm and massage around his dick. I closed my eyes; he put his head up my asshole, ready to push in. He shoved and pushed and shoved until a half of his dick was inside my tunnel. I can feel his dig was sill getting bigger in my asshole. Oh god, that was ridiculous, but I started to feel pleasure through my body.

He began to push in and pull out his shaft. Sometimes it went in so deep that my ass cheeks can feel his public hair rubbing against them. Mike moaned and groaned loudly, he went on fucking and fucking…. His balls slapped against my ass and his hands massage up and down my back. My hand thrust up and down my dick, and I know I’m gonna bust. I stoke it as hard as I can and my ass was tightened when I cried out and shot my load all over my bed, some got on my pillow. After 5 minutes, I started to masturbate again, now that Mike pulled out his dick, he turned me around and told me to open my mouth as big as I can. I was still stroking my dick and Mike groaned very loud,”Oh shit! Oh shit, I’m gonna cuuummm!” he cried and shot his big load out in the air, and it hit right inside my waiting mouth. Some of it landed on my stomach and chest so Mike scooped it up and put it in his mouth. My dick began to shoot my second load of cum juice; it hit Mike’s stomach, ran down and stopped right at his navel, he took some into his mouth, too. Mike bent down to kiss me, we traded cum together, then he collapsed on me and we breathed fast and heavy.

“Oh, Jimmy, that was t=the beast moment ever in my life, you were fucking great, your asshole feels so soft”. He said, with a big satisfy smile, then continued”Hey, love, let me tell you what, we just had sex together and now you are 1 part of my life. I found out I fell in love with you a long time ago and don’t have a chance to say it. But tonight is the night, my lovely gay buddy. I wanna make a deal, you suck my dick and let me fuck you every night and I promise I will love you forever and I won’t have sex with anybody else.” He paused to take a break, and my eyes were wide opened, it was a big surprise for me. And then Mike started again “I heard you call some guy’s name in your dream, I bet he just left you. But don’t worry, my friend, I won’t break your heart again”. The he smiled and kissed me again, this time was long and lovely.

Then we went to sleep together on my bed. After a time suffering, I’ve my happiness back. Now Mike is my lover, I looked over and looked at his pretty face snoring softly and peacefully with a cute smile on his lips. I thought again ala the things that he said. And fell into sleep with a big smile. But the, Ben’s face appeared inside my head …
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Last night, Ben have gotten into my dream, I tried to forget him but seemed like he just won’t go away. I tried to think more about Mike, which can help me a little. Everyday was just the same. I got fucked up after work and Mike started to come home earlier, in case we can have sex twice, in the bathroom and bedroom. I didn’t know how mush cum he got, but looked like Mike shot his load many of time and it just couldn’t stop blowing, I ended up with my stomach full of his cum and I can’t eat dinner, but it was good, anyway.

I thought that everything was settled down between us, everyday I came home happily to see Mike and do our favorite thing. Today, I got home late cause of the damn manager. I was about to open the door and I heard moaning and breathing heavy sounds, I Thought Mike was watching gay porn movie and masturbating, so I opened the door as fast as I can. I got inside and suddenly I stood like a dead tree when I saw what just happened: Lying on the couch were Mike and Jack, they were naked and having sex together. Mike was jerking his dick and sucking on Jack’s nipple, while he was moaning so loud that my ears bursting out.

I was shocked, they were frightened tried to cover themselves by their clothes. Mike’s face was green and he fell on the floor and looked up at me like he tried top escape. I became so angry that I threw my backpack on the floor, ran out and slammed the door behind me; I didn’t expect to see that junk. Mike ran after me, he stopped me and said” Wait, Jim, I’m sorry, but it was not my fault, Jack was so hot and I couldn’t resist it, we were at the top when you got in.’ I turned around to see Mike just wore his towel around his hip. I was so mad that I shout out as loud as I can, my head ached” Shut up! Liar, you don’t have to explain anything, you just broke your god damn promise, now you try to take me back, NO WAY! YOU BROKE MY HEART!!!!!!!” I tried to hold back my tear; I shook so hard with anger. Mike spread his hand out to touch my hand and hug me but I struggled and pushed him back, his towel fell off and his dick was exposed. I heard two girls were laughing behind. Mike’s face was flushed like red pepper. He quickly took it on and said”FUCK YOU!” and walked in, slammed the door too hard that my heart wanted to jump out.

I didn’t want to come in yet, so I took a long long walk down the street. I didn’t know where to go, so I walked into a bar where was crowded by people and noisy with loud music. I went to the bar, got a drink to forget everything. Looking around, I saw couples hugging and kissing together. In one very dark corner, I thought I saw Ben, but that were two guys busy licking their moth even though this was not a gay bar. A guy came up to me and asked some dumb questions, then he touched my dick and tried to kiss me. I was still mad so I spilled my wine all over his face and walked outside. To my surprise, that guy didn’t follow so I walked back to my hostel but I stopped by the lake and sat alone on a bench till midnight. I felt tired and hungry, now that I wanted to return to my hostel. I opened the door and saw Mike and Jack were still lying on the couch sleeping with Mike’s blanket. Their hands put under it but I knew they were holding together, and Jack’s other hand was on Mike’s dick. I felt like sleeping right now so I didn’t even eat anything and lay down on my bed, started dreaming about Ben…